A new photography exhibition by women with disability aims to challenge our preconceptions of women’s bodies. Showcasing feminist self-portraits of six women, Through my eyes addresses limiting and negative assumptions of disability.
The exhibition, on display at Maroubra’s Lionel Bowen Library, and online at Through my eyes, is the culmination of a series of workshops facilitated by Diane Macdonald, a PhD candidate at Black Dog Institute and the School of Psychiatry, UNSW Sydney.
Ms Macdonald is investigating whether photography can change the way we view and think about disability. “Women with disability face participation barriers that adversely affect their health, income levels and access to education and employment,” says Ms Macdonald.
The exhibition hopes to unsettle reductive views of disability that contribute to these kinds of barriers, she says. But the project isn’t just about improving our understanding of living with a disability, it’s about broadening our definition of female identity, she says.
“We are trying to change the narrative around what we see and what we don’t see. And by not seeing it, what message are we sending out? she says. “Seeing and thinking more about diversity in bodies and abilities benefits all women,” she says.
The exhibition, curated by Ms Macdonald, is a joint initiative between the Black Dog Institute and UNSW Sydney, supported by Professor Katherine Boydell, Professor Karen Fisher and Associate Professor Angela Dew at Deakin University.
Ms Macdonald, who has a Master of Documentary Photography, focuses on the intersection of photography and gender justice through her research. This project is an organic extension of her previous photographic work on violence against women.
Ms Macdonald is using photovoice, a qualitative research method that uses photography to give marginalised communities greater agency in research that affects them. Participants take photos and share personal narratives to identify and represent issues of importance to them.
Through the workshop setting, Ms Macdonald introduced the women to a range of feminist photographers, and examined issues of representation, including the politics of appearance, sexuality, exclusion/inclusion and power imbalances.
Each week the women contributed photographic self-portraits based around their discussions in the previous workshop, and shared personal experiences. This had some unexpected benefits with participants uncovering similar experiences and for some even refining their self-conception.
“There was some wonderful discussion,” said Karen Peacock, one of the participants. Ms Peacock grew up in a rural town without any peers with disability. “There was a discussion about childhood bullying that everyone could identify with and that discussion arose because of somebody’s wonderful photos,” she said.
Another participant, Marusha Rowe Pride, found the autonomy of the experience incredibly beneficial in shaping her sense of self: “It made me more self-aware of my views in life and it just made me think about myself as a woman: [who] I want to become, about who I am now. It was more about us taking control and not living through the lens of [others], but ourselves through our eyes,” she says.
Melinda Montgomery, another participant, says initially being in front of the camera was quite confronting, but it became “very liberating” – “Maybe I’m not as monster-like as I’ve always thought… I don’t want to be too cliché, but I can sort of see the positives, the beauty in the way I pose myself in front of the lens.” said Montgomery.
Professor Katherine Boydell, who is supervising Ms Macdonald’s thesis, says the project demonstrates the benefits to be gained from this type of collaborative arts-based research: “Through my eyes offers a more nuanced understanding of living with disability, through its commitment to increasing the integrity and applicability through participation,” she said.
“For those of us in the research team, it caused us to consider within ourselves the way we look, stare and gaze at our fellow women. The participants’ photos and stories showed us how to refocus, to see beyond disability and into a person’s individuality.”
“Moreover, they led us down a path to re-see and re-contextualise our own imperfect, beautiful bodies through a more inclusive, empathetic lens,” said Professor Boydell.
Through my eyes
Lionel Bowen Library, 669-673 Anzac Parade, Maroubra
Exhibition continues to 22 January 2021
For more information, visit: www.throughmyeyes.photography for details.
Image: Fire! Escape! – photo by Evianne Grosvenor